most of the time

sometimes i believe i've found contentment in the life i'm living.

sometimes it feels too easy.

sometimes i wonder why i feel like things have to be hard to be real or worth it.

sometimes I KNOW the above statement is true.

sometimes i feel overwhelmed by all that i feel in my heart, all the thoughts that race through my mind.

sometimes i wish i could free myself from those thoughts and feelings.

most of the time i'm glad they're there.